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Back in Stockholm, back to work, back to real life and back to blogging as well !

The come back after the vacation has not been the easiest one I should say.
First of all I had an amazing time in France with my family and my friends, and it was hard to leave them, once again...
Then I had a not so lovely reunion with the snow here... I like the snow, but in the mountains, not in the city. And right now it's really too much snow, like almost 1m in some places. Crazy Swedish winter...
And finally work. It was a tough week with the yearly closing. I even had to work on Thursday which is a holiday here.

So yeah, hard come back.

Hopefully coming back also meant seeing Veronica, Valérie, Ludivine and some others, which is cool. And back to dancing as well :)

However, the main feeling now is that I'm completely lost. I don't know where I wanna be, what I wanna do, how I wanna live...
Life would be much easier without having to make choices.

The past few months, I was feeling so good here in Sweden, that even though I know it was possible, I didn't really think that coming back to France was an option. Because when you feel good somewhere, why change ?
But when I was in France, having a great time and also while talking with people, I started to realize that yes, maybe coming back to France is also an option, and not such a bad one actually.

So now I'm lost, really lost. And the problem is that, as I'm in this "grey zone", I'm not 100% enthuiastic anymore about Sweden, which is really annoying, cause that's where I am right now.

But I know it's kind of a luxury choice. It's not as if I had to choose between eating and paying my rent.
So I'll try to forget about it for a while, until my boss comes and asks me to make a final decision. I guess I need to feel some pressure to really be able to make this decision. Otherwise it can last for ever.

And until then I'll just concentrate on what's happening in the near future and enjoy those moments. I'm thinking about The Nike Blast of course. But also the nice projects I'm involved in at work, the trips I've planned and so on...

So, good times to come. Let's enjoy them ! :)